it is rather difficult to tell yourself that you are not interested in someone. it’s possible, i know it is. and it’s worth it. it has to be. all that falling for someone does is put you in a world of hurt. i apologize for the cynicism, but think about it. nine times out of ten your little crush is unreturned. you pine and mope and lose hours of your life because of this person who did something adorable and fucked up your brain. it’s a win-lose situation, and the percentage of win is tiny. you can’t just go tripping along after the first pretty face that smiles at you crooked. you will ruin your own life and make yourself a hell to live in. if you cannot be happy in love, then you can’t be happy in life. so if love isn’t making you happy, have the guts to let go. i am tired of the dependence on other people for happiness. and i’m upset with myself because i’m slipping. i can feel it happening. and since i already know nothing good will come of this, i am cutting it off at the pass. i am relegating myself preemptively to the friend-zone. if that makes sense. i’ve learned my lesson, and in the long run this’ll save me heartache.
don’t think i’m a terrible, cold person. i’m waiting for love, i am. above all things, i believe in love. but i don’t believe that it’s something you can look for. and i can feel myself starting to look. and you’re never going to find it if you’re looking for it.
it is rather difficult to tell yourself that you are not interested in someone. it’s possible, i know it is. and it’s...
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Thank you. This makes me feel a whole lot better.
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This is exactly what I was talking about and exactly what I had decided to do this summer. I wanted to look at a guy and...